my heart is broken
Автор: Юлія Лапушанська
ukraine no Ukraine saying my heart is broken it’s saying nothing I cry as I cried being billed by a husband who hated me for nothing by being pregnant I needed to say stop to abuse that was in my family I always was afraid of men my grandfather being drunk it’s my memory we are three granny mom and I and he being drunk trying to open the door I hate open doors it’s not secure I hate war my granny and grandpa are in Ukraine my church my friends neighbours my heart is here in Heaven with the Lord cos it’s my real home but there also I HATE abuse I started to be a abuser I couldn’t get why my husband was kicking me back it’s written in the Bible that members of my family will be the biggest enemies I was left but actually I was protected by God after the words “I would kill you already” I stopped being wanted to live with this person after kicking me being pregnant ‘to kick it means to love’ I’ve stop trusting and respecting this person I still need to protect it’s not about thinking anything about what other people would think about me it’s about saving my child I was allowed to him abuse me before the moment it started to go to my mom being bullied by him and it was already the end of it I hate abuse I was trapped in devils lie by missing my granny and because of it being not free from secular content after the stress I’ve received after the start of of the war and being moved to another country it’s all it stress trauma but not only ITS GOD OVER IT OVER IT ALL yes He allowed it to be I can get and support now so many being in so many trash situations and they can receive HEALING as I have been healed BY HIM it’s not about fear it’s not about war it’s about healing He is my healing I will always be Him marriage is fake it gives nothing relationship between. girl and boy man and woman it’s UNDERESTIMATED NOTHING FULFILS ONLY G O D
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