through this

Автор: Юлія Лапушанська

He knows how you
will go through

He sees you
now
in the middle of the storm
how hard you are again and again
and again and again

God shows me His glory
He shows me Him through this glory

He says: trust
and I listen and do
He says go: I try and don’t want
but He gently directs me
to His Kingdom
His City

where the streets are from gold
and the wisdom is everywhere
and respect exists in the air

He shows me His city
where everyone His
everywhere - love
it’s not a condition, decision


and here are a new heaven and a new earth
and all problems had past away

there is the Holy City
the New Jerusalem

there is God’s dwelling place

and He Who was seated on the throne
said that ‘He is making everything new’
and also that ‘It is done’

and it was done
it make not done here
in this world
in visible being of people
but by His words it’s already solved
and He knows better
that any person in the earth

and He knows how to solve it
and He has already done it

you may not see it
you may feel it
something 



but it exists
it exists in future
and for His future is so visible and possible
easy to take and taste
because He sees it all
and knows it all from above
He is Almighty Father
He is God of gods
Kind of kings



 to solve it
but can’t

because it’s out of your control

you can’t solve this situation
just accept it

can be rude but

true

your change only your attitude
and you know
it works
it freaking works
sometimes

it’s about finding new solutions
new ways of living

positive feedback
it’s about believing

hope is a choice
trusting God
especially in the middle of a pain
when it feels like too much

when it moves like too fast
when you feel you too small
when you don’t want to live
but need to

when you don’t want to grow
but have to

when you don’t want to learn
but decide to

it’s a power
power in it

go through
move on
through this Red Sea
through this uncomfortable situation
through this communication problems
through this misunderstanding
through this something that you pushes you from inside trying to ruin you

but you say
no
I am with God

I am with Him
and it’s my place

He is my real life
and what I do it’s for Him
for Him to be noticed
and I don’t wait for recognition by people
because Lord has already noticed me

because He already knows my pain
how it hurts
how deep I am ruined
from inside

and ready from changes

because He knows and sees
a purpose

and if He has decided to accept it
it means it’s a part of a plan
and He knows how to figure it out
and I don’t know how
but He knows

and I don’t know where to go
where is right
where is left
I am lost

standing here
blind

but He shows me

and He knows it supports my calling
it leads to something higher
He leads me to something bigger
He knows what I am worthy of

He knows where I will stand
He knows what I pay
by this confusion

He knows how much I need Him
in every moment of my life

and He taking it
my pain
and turning it into beauty
for real