devil is written from the small letter

Автор: Юлія Лапушанська

but at least
I have a story
they know me
I am sure devil knows my name

the interesting moment

people in church
may not always
will worship the Lord

don’t be scared

people in church
may worship church
you may see it
by what content they post
what they talk about all the time

do they preach gossip?
do they hate God by criticising
others all the time?

God is in a church
but God is not church
and people
inside can be other

it’s not the reason to stop attend
n e v e r

people will abandon you
God - never

you may go through m
big pain
right now

i supposed
he will be with me forever

how my story
of many years of communication
with one
saving myself to the marriage
not holding even hands
before being proposed

turned on into
him bulling my
during
ALL THE TIME
so much
that i must to block him
everywhere possible
to just live?
and still
not everywhere

i don’t know
it’s devil
easy to say

God knows
God only knows

how great satan try to lie
how great he makes it

the devils lie is huge
it’s always starts from the head

glory to the Lord
He heals my mind!
and knows in what I should believe
and in what not

glory to the Lord
He teaches me to respect yourself
stop others bullying me

bullying 
always goes
from the jealousy

alcohol
helps in it
i hate alcohol
i hate it
hate
hate hate hate
i hate it

how do you think
did i liked
the phrase
being in other country
when all the documents
were already
in a process

that the husband
has suddenly
buried alcohol
instead of lemonade
…

it’s sad

i was opened
about all of my
everything
i shared everything i could
for what?
to hear

that one girl has proposed
him
during me being in a woman’s room
o mann
i can’t
it’s awful

this trap

i hate
it
unfaithfulness

i hate
disloyalty

i don’t get it
and never will

i get
i knew
i was in it
i know the devils lie
and how it’s
sometimes
how much devil
lies

how great it looks like
but still
i hate it

hate
just hate

i hate
but forgive
sure
including myself
being just blind
before God hasn’t given me His cream
for my eyes
to see